august 22, 2011

Lance was supposed to have his ot today.  however, he was not able to for financial reasons.  it's been a very very hard time for us and sometimes i don't know where to get enough money to continue his ot or even to buy his milk.  i tried asking for help from politicians, i wish all politicians will give as much as JB gave me.

august 15, 2011

Lance cried for only sometime.  i had a chance to meet and talk to another mom whose son is also under ot at ships and st in another therapy center.  she said her son is just the same, crying while on ot for 3 months.  but then she saw the development after quite some time.  i pray that Lance will also be at par after this.

august 1, 2011

Lance was in a good mood this morning.  however, when he saw his therapist approached us, he began to protest.  he refused to go to the room with her.  as i wait in the lobby, i can hear his outbursts of cry.  how i wanted to go to him and comfort him, but i could not.  we both have to persevere, for his sake.

august 8, 2011

Lance started to cry at the sight of his therapist.  i can hear him pause from crying as they do the task.  but he still keeps on crying.  the session was interrupted when he made a poo.  and when it was time for him to put back to ot, he knocked on the door to call me and let him out of the room.  this made me laugh!

august 14, 2011

Lance had cbc again.  After that, i brought him to children's playground at qc circle.  i was sad by the fact that my child is really behind as far as the motor development is concerned.  he was afraid to try things like climbing up the stairs or sliding down.   it is very frustrating for me that he doesn't know how to play properly.  he was attracted to small things in the playground like a small leaf.  but i patiently taught him to crawl up in the ladder and how to play in the slides.  he learned a bit afterwards.  however, when he saw something that turns around, he was stucked there and refused to go away.  i will bring him again there next week.

sabi ko na nga ba...

sabi ko na nga ba may mangyayari...si gladys hindi pumasok...di ko mapapalitan ung cheque...wala akong pambayad kay ate alice...nagbounce ung cheque ko para sa puregold..wala akong pambayad sa bahay...bakit ganito?parang pinababayaan na ako ni lord...

kinakabahan ako

dumating ako sa office na kabado..di ko alam pano babayaran ang mga pagkakautang namin..gusto kong sumigaw ng malakas na malakas..ilabas ang lahat ng nararamdaman ko...gusto kong pumalahaw ng iyak...

Patnubayan ka ng Espiritu Santo..sabi yan ni Father kanina sa noon mass dito sa Hall of Justice..napaluha ako sa sinabi nya...this is what i needed most now na down na down ako..ang daming nagdadatingang maniningil..hay kulang na kulang talaga ang income ko..di ko na nga alam anong papasukin kong extra income, member na ko ng mga direct selling companies...hay, sana nga makatapos na kami sa sandamakmak na problema...